for those of you who don't already know, i made the big commitment and decided to let Xander move in with me. last night he brought all of his things over, i made space in my room for him, and my house became "our" house. i ran out to the grocery store to pick up some ice cream and a bottle of wine to celebrate our first night of living together, but when i came home i caught him red handed with Lindsay in her bed!
though they both claimed "nothing happened", i was furious with Xander. this was definitely not the way i envisioned the night unfolding. we talked about the situation for a long time, and his bottom line excuse was he was simply over exhausted from his afternoon romp with a few vamps at the dog park and was "waiting" in Lindsay's bed until i came back from the store. you were just waiting in her bed?!! give me a break. why didn't you wait in OUR bed?!! i decided to let him stay, but we slept on opposite sides of the bed, and i haven't spoken one word to him yet today. i'm afraid that i made a mistake.
this is to be a weekend of many firsts. today Xander will meet my family for the first time. i'm not going to lie, i'm a little nervous! not only do i have introduce him to dad and Jake, but the entire Quinones family and Ray and Karen will be there, as well. i will try my best to put last night behind us, and i hope today pans out better than last night did, or i'm not sure how long i'll be able to do this...
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